Journal entry (2024-07-12)
NB: I originally wrote this in July, 2024, on the second Friday I had not working after switching to a four-day week.
Today is Friday and I have the day off. But I don't have the day "off", I have my day. This is a day in which I can do whatever the fuck I want, and I will. I will code today.
I find it all a bit weird and I can sense the stress, similar to when you are not that sick to take the day off school but you do anyway, and then you just laze around because you just, psychosomatically, wanted to become sick to avoid school. Very similar.
If I do nothing today: that is ok.
If I do something today: that is ok.
Whatever I do, I should remember that I am doing it for my time; for me.